TADAAAAAH~~~



I TIED MY FIRST REED!
Okay no, I retied it cos it wasn't sealed properly so this is the second time, BUT IT'S THE FIRST REED! (Nevermind you don't get it. But this is a historical event so I have to blog about it.)


Believe me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Had lesson with Yibin yesterday. Together with Liying.
If I were Yibin, I would have kicked the both of us out of the house, instead of entertaining us with the piano and all that. Thanks yo!

Yes, I'm that much of an ass. :S

BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT.

The point is, I TIED MY FIRST REED!!!
YES, I'm super happy. HAHAHAHAHA. :D

There's sooooo much more to playing the oboe, I tell you.
And I can't wait to learn them all. :D :D :D :D



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GUESS WHO THESE DEFORMED LEGS BELONG TO?





Super disgusting. EWW.

It belongs to..


THAT KUKU ON YOUR FAR LEFT.


ATTITUDE KID IN DA HOUSE YO.

Asses.
My class is filled with asses, and I'm fonging irritated.
Sometimes, I wish I could lower their pitch and amplitude.
Fonging irritating. Getting on my nerves.
You're being cool? I suggest you rethink that.

There's band practice with the Sec 4s for POP tomorrow!
Totally looking forward. Weeeheeeee!
LIYING, HERE I COME!
llurRbxzX lLurRbxxz!


I've started learning the mace stuff for POP.
My arms hurt! Fwahaha. But it's super cool. :D
Time to build the muscles!


FONG CHINESE LAH.
I DON'T WANT TO RETAKE!
I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO RETAKE! ARGH!

Feeling super uneasy now.
有一种不祥的预感！


Fonggggggggggggg!


HOLIDAYS ≠ HOLIDAYS



Study hard ahhhh!


I'm wishing that tomorrow never comes,
on the other hand, I'm hoping that tomorrow just comes and goes as quickly as possible.

Tomorrow's my first major examination since PSLE, if that was considered a major examination.

It's not that I really suck at Chinese and all, but I just can't help feeling nervous about it. If I don't get my desired results, I'll be like super duper disappointed, to the point that I might end up stabbing myself.

Okay no, I take that back.



I love all the idioms and 俗语 and 成语 and 过渡句 and ...


Ah, whatever it is, I just hope everything goes well and everything goes well.

加油 EVERYONE!




Went for ACJC band tune-in yesterday. It was quite cool, the people were friendly and outgoing and all. And come to think of it, I haven't played in a band since the concert in Feb lah! Totally missed the feeling! Super cool. (:

Thank God I still sound decent on the oboe. I thought I completely lost my powers after approximately 4 months. :D



Love the specs. HAHAHA.


Chinese Os is on Monday!
I really don't want to have to retake it at the end of the year.
Pray hard I don't screw up and ruin my life!

Going to go and remember the super cool phrases and all. (:


加油！


My first reed making session today!
It was really fun and I really learnt a lot.

You know, frankly, I haven't seriously sat down and played the oboe seriously since the concert in Feb, and I feel as if my whole life is being taken over by studies, and oboe playing was like becoming less and less significant in my life already.

I recall a time when I was going to school because I wanted to go for the band room everyday after lessons ended. There was Liying, and the whole bunch of music enthusiasts there, made me feel that whatever I was working for, there were people heading in the same direction. That feeling of unity was super motivating.

And then, band became all about forcing, persuading, convincing. Frankly, I never really enjoyed band every since Liying left. Sometimes I even feel burdened. Like, you're working so hard for something, and there are just some people out there who don't give a damn about everything. They're just there to ruin things. I never got that feeling of unity anymore.


Os is the big aim now. But after today's lesson, I've decided that I'm not going to neglect oboe playing for my studies. I've come to a realization of how much I really enjoy playing the instrument.



I never want to stop playing the oboe.


I was doing the stupid Circle Theorem worksheet when I decided to change my song on the comp. So I turned on the screen to change songs, then I saw that I had a new e-mail. It was a notification from Friendster that someone wanted to add me. So I went to check it out.

It was so dumb, so I decided to check out the person's friend, and I went on to her friend's friend, friend's friend's friend and so on.

I obviously don't know the person at all. Some stupid Sec 1. Hahahahaha. I guess I'm just one of those used to add on to her number of friends.

Zomg, I feel used. Fong it.


Friendster is getting really stupid these days.
People think the more friends you've got, the cooler you are.
The more bitchy your picture looks, the more popular you're gonna be.

HA, HA, HA.
At the end of the day, everything on Friendster is gonna end up being someone's GOSSIP TOPIC.


So much for making friends huh.

I'm an ass lah. I'm one of those who goes on Friendster to look for things to gossip about. Hahahahahaha.

But seriously, how real can a friendship built from an online acquaintance get? Yeah, some people can probably just make friends with someone just by looking at the person's picture. Me? I don't get a sense of security from that. It's like, a baseless "friendship". Like, how can you even consider that kind of thing friendship? ...



Ah anyway, my whole family's in Hong Kong for holiday now, while I'm stuck at home with my Maths and everything else. I had to take the public transport everywhere I went over the weekends, and I can't describe how irritated I got with all the stupid ugly Singaporeans.

You know how crowded the MRT stations are on weekends right. I mean, weekdays already damn jialat. Then the wonderful SMRT bothered to go and paint the arrows on the floor at the doors of the trains to tell people entering to stand at the side, allow the people to get out first then go in. Basket, the people just stand in front of the door and push ley! The people inside don't get out, how you get in?

Damned idiots on the escalator also damn irritating. Yeah, just stand on the entire escalator and pretend you own it. Just form a group and block up the whole thing so that people who are hungry after 3 hours of tuition and can't wait to get home for dinner can get hungrier so that their dinner will be tastier when the finally get to eat it so much later since I'm blocking the way.

Then those who get off the escalator then slow walk and block the way even more evil. Trying to make people trip and fall is it?

Idiots.
Feeling super disgraced.
Ugly Singaporeans! Urgh.


原唱：萧煌奇



如果我能看得见 就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中 牵住你的手
如果我能看得见 就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后 给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见 生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑 你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸 却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界 就在我眼前


Can you believe it?
I couldn't solve a fonging math question the whole fonging night.


Ms Faith was talking about people getting stressed up, becoming short tempered and all that. I think that's what's becoming of me.



I'm irritated by everything.


It's a regret that this had to be a post, venting my frustrations.


Hell no, I am not dropping any fonging subject.
I don't care if you think I'm over reacting about it, or I'm being too defensive, but I'm fonging insulted.

It's not that I've been fonging failing physics since sec 3,
and it's not that I've not been doing your lesson reflections and homework diligently, and it's not that I suck at the shit subject.
I don't even copy homework anymore lah.


Can't the dumbass fongers tell we're all trying?

Stop coming into class and start nagging will you?
We, or at least I, am not that stupid to not know the importance of the fonging examination, and I am not such an emoshit to just ruin my future like that.


Don't even mention any shit about dropping any subject in my face please.
I've already been stuck with the 9 fonging subjects for over a year + +, I'll do it all the way. Don't come and talk cock.



Thank you though, if you meant well.
I'll get my fonging name on the fonging screen.


MY REED MAKING TOOLS ARE HERE!
That's step one to making an oboe reed. (:


I think it's really difficult,
cos I tried scraping my sec1 reed from long long time ago, of course, after washing all the moss and fungi and who-know-what growing on it, and before I scraped a bit of the thing out, i cracked the entire reed and it split into half.


Hohohoho. Long way to go, but super enthusiastic about it. Teehee.


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!


O is a monster.


It deprives you of your sleep,
now it's even taking away family time.

It makes you feel guilty everytime you take some time to blog, like now. Such a sucky feeling.

This is really stupid lah.

Every night is like a 1 to 1 duel with your pile of homework. You persevere, you force yourself to stay away until the wee hours of the morning(okay maybe not so late), then before you start going into deep sleep to allow your body to rejuvenate, your mum's screaming at you to wake up for another day of school.

You go to school, take roughly 10 minutes to walk from where your mum drops you off to the canteen, look like you're going to die in everyday lesson, the teachers start asking you if you're okay with that concern look of theirs. You feel like telling them that life like that really sucks, but you just smile and say that you're just tired.


School is a fucking chore now.

I totally miss the times I'd wake up everyday in the morning and walk into the school with anticipation and all.


O is a monster.
O makes school like that.
O takes away your life.



But what to do, O determines your future.


I remember the time we first met,
the first few months when we were just getting to know each other,
the stupid times we had all the "chapters",
and all the times we go crazy together.

Like, feel the love man.

Today's neoprints were like super successful.
Hahahaha. Think everytime we take it gets better. :D


I'm still like totally amused by this stupid face pose. Hahahaha.

I think I should photoshop this and put hardy's face in place of mine. I'm damn winner can! Urgh.



And last buy not least, my favourite one.
This is like my masterpiece. Heheh. :D


I FONGING ♥ YOU GUYS.



I wish there was still the good-old 2/5 gang. Not anymore I guess.
They've all moved on to.. loudness.



If you're feeling bored or looking for a nice drama to watch, watch this!



The Snow Queen
(click click!)



Starring:

Hyun Bin
Lee Sun Ho
Sung Yu Ri



Super nice!
The girl died in the end though. ):